I share this because here I am at 3:38am on Sept 2, I not able to sleep and all of sudden I have this flash of my life and I realize that I don't go wrestle to get on Gods page as often as I should.
Often I find myself struggling to follow a specific direction, and the Holy Spirt talks to me and say, "Olivia did you talk to God?", my reply is yes, then the next question the Holy Spirit ask me is " What did He say?" And here is the part I mess up, I although still struggling with getting on God page go and act humble to Gods direction. No wonder I find myself still bitter, or not happy and constantly rebelling at every step, because instead of going to wrestle with God to surrender to doing what He says, I take the easy way out and suck it up and not deal. Sadly that never works and I end up having a lot more to talk to God about because I dig myself a whole.
Thank you Raul for living out Titus 2:7a (NIV)
"In everything set them an example by doing what is good..."
P.S my son gave me permission to share before I posted this!!!